Friday, April 29, 2011

Refocus

It’s so strange to be “celebrating” my 3rd Infertility Awareness Week (April 24-30); and it seems incredibly ironic that I have been informed of several more pregnancies and am seemingly surrounded by adorable rounded bellies recently.  I find myself excited for my own journey and down in the dumps all at the same time.  We’re definitely on our way to trying again, but in the meantime, I feel an annoying sense of urgency and impatience.  J  It’s kinda my M.O. 
But, I’m not focusing on that right now.
 Right now, I’m focusing on the love and support I have gotten from some pretty wonderful people.  For example, right in the middle of this week of all weeks, I received a beautiful turtle necklace from a high school friend who I literally haven’t seen in 10 years.  I couldn’t believe that  (A) she reads this blog, (B) that she would care enough to do something so incredibly sweet, and (C) how absolutely beautiful and “me” it was.   On top of that, I am so grateful for those of you who read my blog and talk to me about everything and offer me prayers, support, a strong shoulder, etc.  There are those in my life who are not comfortable talking to me about this stuff AT ALL; and it makes me appreciate you guys so much more. 
Thank you

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