Confused

Riddle me this…what the hell is wrong with me???  I may not have periods, but I still have crazy hormone shifts, apparently.  Since my last post I have dropped into a crazy depression.  Like literally, the minute I hit “post”, my mood shifted.  I’m depressed, can’t stop crying, and have been lashing out on those closest to me.  One of my good friends was the unfortunate recipient of my unadulterated wrath.  Not only did J catch a snippy little email from me, but Henry caught a huge dose of general B****ness too.  Why?  Here’s the thing, I really have no idea. 

So, what else to do but blog in an attempt to work out these feelings??

My guess is that I’m freaking out a little bit.  Our appointment  with Dr. Y is just around the corner; and as excited as I am to get pregnant, I am so not looking forward to the tests, ultrasounds, medications (and subsequent “YUCK” side-effects of said medications).  I have seen a friend go through all this crap, and am getting nervous about following her down that road.  This is why we tried the acupuncture for several months.  I was SO attempting to avoid this stuff with magical voodoo needles and Chinese herbs.  *Sigh*

 At the same time, I think life in general is getting to me.  I need a break from my job.  Henry needs a break from his job.  We’ve both had insanely stressful months at the office, and we need to escape for a few days! 

Hence: A Vacation Jar

Let’s just hope that puppy fills up fairly soon!!

And let’s hope I find my sanity again.  I know I left it around here somewhere…